A study published
this week by the Karolinska Institute in Sweden reported that creativity is
often part of a mental illness and that writers are particularly susceptible.
Apparently, those of us who write are at higher risk of anxiety and bipolar
disorders, schizophrenia, depression and even substance abuse. We are almost
twice as likely as the general population to kill ourselves. Sobering but unsurprising stuff.
Indeed there are
ample examples from our literary past to support this. Virginia Woolf, Hans
Christian Andersen, Ernest Hemingway and Graham Greene all suffered from mental
illness, though whether, if you take the universe of writers as opposed to a
few well known examples, the premise stands up remains open to question.
But if the findings
are correct, why should that be? What is it in the make-up of a writer that
makes them prone to mental illness or, to be more accurate, what is it in the
make-up of a depressive that makes them likely to be a good writer? Certainly we can all identify with the moment
when we convince ourselves that everything we have written is terrible and that
we’re not really good enough to be a writer at all. Self-doubt and writing go
hand in hand.
Perhaps it is
because writers need to see the world from a different point of view. They need
to take themselves out of the mix and view the world from a separate place.
Maybe it’s not in the writer’s nature to take every incident, relationship or
new person at face value but to turn our inquisitive minds instead to where
each fits in to the patchwork of life. It’s the writer’s pre-occupation to see whatever
happens to them or around them as the potential starting point of a new story.
It’s the writer’s pre-occupation to be more aware of human frailties and human
mortality in setting our behaviours and our values in context. And for
awareness of human frailties and mortality, you can read awareness of our own
individual frailties and mortality. This means we ask ourselves the
challenging, difficult questions of life that we want our characters to
confront and answer, which in turn means we must confront and answer them for
ourselves. And it is this that can make us prone to introspection and
depression.
How many of us have
found the things we say or feel being out of kilter with the views of our
friends? Perhaps our thought processes are genuinely different. I remember
observing that if this was essentially as good as life was going to get and
then we die, why not cut to the chase sooner and kill yourself? To me this was
a legitimate question. Why put up with the crap that life throws at you and
struggle when you can just go straight to the end game? I was genuinely shocked
how many people found this a shocking question to even ask, let alone a
shocking position to adopt. I still am.
Writing instead can
become an escape from this depression. Writers can create the world and the
characters that help them work through the self-doubt, to find the answers that
our inner voice or inner critic poses of us and, as Edgar Allen Poe famously
said, use our ability to write as a “desperate
attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable
loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom.”